ill just feel like i want fill this blanks.
:D
_end. sipencarut.
start from A.
end with Z.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
AH! kau yang bernama saudara.
seterlah lama aku tidak mejejakkan kaki ke kampung halaman since aku form 3.
tahun ni berubah sikit. semua sepupu sepapat aku aku terserempak. damn. diaorang tak kenal aku. haha kau happy. bagus la kau tak kenal aku. dulu kau cakap-cakap belakang sekarang aku dah boleh hidup sendiri semua kau puji. yang dulu kau sanjung itu la perosak. yang aku ni masih kecil kau perlekehkan. sekarang aku dah buktikan pada korang semua yang bernama saudara. jangan la sibuk pasal orang. anak sendiri tak jaga. aku happy. next year kita tak berjumpa lagi. n9 hanyalah tempat untuk aku ke kubur arwah emak ku. selamat tinggal saudara. :)
_end. sipencarut.
tahun ni berubah sikit. semua sepupu sepapat aku aku terserempak. damn. diaorang tak kenal aku. haha kau happy. bagus la kau tak kenal aku. dulu kau cakap-cakap belakang sekarang aku dah boleh hidup sendiri semua kau puji. yang dulu kau sanjung itu la perosak. yang aku ni masih kecil kau perlekehkan. sekarang aku dah buktikan pada korang semua yang bernama saudara. jangan la sibuk pasal orang. anak sendiri tak jaga. aku happy. next year kita tak berjumpa lagi. n9 hanyalah tempat untuk aku ke kubur arwah emak ku. selamat tinggal saudara. :)
_end. sipencarut.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Because i know.
Because I know you'll be reading this,
it is important that you know where I'm coming from.
Despite the grief and the pain I've put you through,
and despite me being selfish,
I hope that with all your heart,
you will believe that what we had was something beautiful.
I miss you,
yes i do.
I miss the adventures and laughters,
I miss how you cared for me,
and how you showed me that you do.
And because I know how much we loved the way we were,
I will never understand how I am able to hurt you this bad.
I am truly sorry,
although that is never goin to be enough, ever.
But I thank you.
With all my heart, I thank you.
For helping me realise the good in men.
For helping me understand myself more.
And I know what we had meant something too.
I will never doubt that.
But I am sorry I had to make a decision that doesnt go your way,
and I am sorry I kept you waiting for nothing.
And I am sorry I couldn't be the person you thought I was.
I admit I dragged things a lil too long,
But it was because I was selfish.
I was afraid of losing something this good.
I was afraid I'd be making a mistake,
and Im still afraid this is a mistake.
But I'll never know I guess.
Maybe not until you're gone.
Because truth to be told,
I do not deserve you to be treating me this well.
And you definately do not deserve this decision.
I wish I could have given you what you reli deserve,
But then again, you will rise and fall.
I have helped you rise once.
But this time,
maybe You'd find somebody who can help you rise higher.
and <3 this, I will never forget.
_end. sipencarut.
it is important that you know where I'm coming from.
Despite the grief and the pain I've put you through,
and despite me being selfish,
I hope that with all your heart,
you will believe that what we had was something beautiful.
I miss you,
yes i do.
I miss the adventures and laughters,
I miss how you cared for me,
and how you showed me that you do.
And because I know how much we loved the way we were,
I will never understand how I am able to hurt you this bad.
I am truly sorry,
although that is never goin to be enough, ever.
But I thank you.
With all my heart, I thank you.
For helping me realise the good in men.
For helping me understand myself more.
And I know what we had meant something too.
I will never doubt that.
But I am sorry I had to make a decision that doesnt go your way,
and I am sorry I kept you waiting for nothing.
And I am sorry I couldn't be the person you thought I was.
I admit I dragged things a lil too long,
But it was because I was selfish.
I was afraid of losing something this good.
I was afraid I'd be making a mistake,
and Im still afraid this is a mistake.
But I'll never know I guess.
Maybe not until you're gone.
Because truth to be told,
I do not deserve you to be treating me this well.
And you definately do not deserve this decision.
I wish I could have given you what you reli deserve,
But then again, you will rise and fall.
I have helped you rise once.
But this time,
maybe You'd find somebody who can help you rise higher.
and <3 this, I will never forget.
_end. sipencarut.
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